Wow. I just realized that my last journal entry was written at the end of grade ten. I am now starting grade twelve. I have also realized that I havn't updated my page in a while either. This is not because I don't care. In fact I do care, very much so. I have a few reasons for not updating, and none of them are great.

1.) Most of the art that I have done lately that I don't hate is not scannable. I don't own a camera, so I have to borrow my dad's, which takes to long and I am lazy. Well, not really lazy, I am just way too tired, even when I have nothing else to do. I feel far to old and far too young in all the wrong ways. I am also growing slowly more cynical, and critical of my self and others. The more I know of people in general, the less I like them. (with the exception of my closest friends, my deviantart friends, and my cousins.)

2.) Whenever I am on the computer for more than twenty minutes, or doing anything that might resemble having fun, my mother thinks I should be doing something productive. Right now I am writing this on my sister's netbook, so my mom doesn't see me and assume I should do something else. Most of the time I can't use my sister's laptop, though, because she sleeps even more than I do, and at weird times.

3.) FML


I will try to make this a informative entry, however. This is what is new with me.

I have painted a goldfish in grayscale on an industrial rag from the printshop were my dad used to work.

My sister is taking her boyfriend skydiving for his birthday today. I hope they make it.

My washing machine broke last week. I hade to pull all the clothes out of the freezing water, and hang them up to dry. My hands hurt for a few days. We got a free replacement one off of craigslist.

My dog has been sick, and has been to the vet. He had many x-rays, and it cost alot. he is slowly getting better, and is on five medications.

I watched an awesome star trek remastered marathon on labour day. I want a tribble.

I have some mums in a vase which my sisters cat has been eating.

The hallway in my building smells like a doctor's office, the elevator like a ciggarette, and my kitchen like roasted red pepper humous

That is all, have a nice day.